I have something to admit that I'll never tell anybody in real life. Ever.
I actually enjoy being touched. (And not in a sexual way.) I like someone holding my hand (not on a first date though). I like sitting on the couch with my legs draped over someone's lap. I like being close to someone.
This is so confusing to me. I've gone so long being a fervent anti-toucher. My entire life is a lie. MY LIFE IS A LIE.
I'll still tell people I don't like being touched though. I can't change out of the blue like this.
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
4 comment(s):
This is creepy.
This is not advice, but you probably have some abandonment issues.
pshhh whatever, abandonment issues my butt. same thing happened to me and it was terribly confusing! I'd hated touching anyone my entire life and was so awkward about it! I wasn't even a snuggly baby!
I still tell people I'm not a touchy-feely person though, because if you say that you ARE touchy-feely some people take that as an open invitation to snuggle it up! And some people are just not okay to snuggle with. Like homeless guys and random strangers and, well, most of my friends. hahaha.
I knew you secretly loved Matt's hugs...
Post a Comment