I'm still dating Smith.
But I think I'm over it/him. He doesn't understand relationships or something, or he and I want a different kind of relationship. We'll see if we need to have a talk about this or something because I don't get any satisfaction out of what we're currently doing. (I don't mean this in a sexual way even though it sounds like it!) I need more contact. I need more face-to-face time. I'm not being clingy (many friends agree I'm not!), but I need a little more.
The Music Man was awesome though. I let him put his arm around me and hold my hand in public. Progress, people. He doesn't even know that I'm not a public toucher. I've changed.
So the people at my work are super creeped out that I don't mind touching them now. They want the old me back. But I just keep touching them if they need it. And if they don't need it.
Touch touch touch touch touch touch touch touch.
San Francisco this weekend should be nice, even if my friend totally flaked on me. Whateves.